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All alone...and feeling it!

Wed Jul 5, 2006, 3:15 PM
Oh this is getting really rough now. He's been gone 12, oh wait now it's 13 days. I am really missing him now. Wot do I do without him, I can't draw anymore. Today I have gone through half a sketch pad just trying to find summet to sketch. And all I have ended up with is nowt but scribbles and crap. It's awful.

I find myself spending a lot of time in the pub cuz I dun wanna be alone. It's kinda rough. My biggest worry is will he still love me wen he comes bak. I hope he ant had any epiphanies or owt.

If ur reading this babe, which I doubt but I no you sumtimes check this. I miss you like crazy. I can't wait for Tuesday, but more likley see you on Wednesday. Miss you loads babe!

Now to go listen to some Fall Out Boy and be emo, ha yeah like that's gunna work...

Ooooooh and for every Lostprophets fan out there I am going to see them on the 11th so afta I will post wot happened and hopefully sum amazing fotos. Love you Ian Watkins!

Prophets rule!

Bye guys!
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:iconboboyan:
hehe cool, ah dont worry, he'll come crawling back lol. I know whatchya mean about scribbling sketch books of crap I do the same, but thatas a good thing cause it means your critical about your own work which makes you a better artist in the end hehe :P

Anyway have fun at the concert!
:iconchosen1-n-abit:
Oh I will do! Being that close to a beaut like that. I will have so much fun, plus I am going with the ace drunken mates you saw other day so how can I not have fun. lol

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"Enjoy life - have fun and find time to laugh each day!" - Websketcher
:iconlathroniel:
*sigh* The power of first love lol. dont worry, it gets easier the more times ure apart for long periods of time. You're gonna have to try and learn to deal with it dude, after all if you're planning on staying together for any lengthly period (i mean like, five+yrs) There are gonna be times when ure apart for that amount of time, be it holidays, or work related (depending on what jobs u both have) how do u think i cope not seeing neil for at least a week sometimes more?

When u draw, relax more, try not to think about him, else u will end up not being able to draw. If u relax and concentrate on how that hands gonna look, or how that eye is gonna go, it'll come back to you ^_^

and stop going to the pub all the time, its bad for your health and only heightens your emotions, so ure probably gonna end up just sitting blubbing about it all night when u get home. Not good, so behave :nod:

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Kirei Na Hana (Yume No Chikara)

(i apologise to anyone who is japanese, or can write japanese if i got anything wrong in that just then :blush: )
:iconchosen1-n-abit:
Thanks but why change the habbits of a lifetime. I love my guys at the pub. It just happens to be where I go to relax. I can chill have a laf and talk with some fucking ace poeple. I don't go for the drink!

He's bak on Tuesday and the only reason this was so hard was cuz it's the first real time we have ever spent appart and I was worried for reasons which are obvious.

I normally only see him once a week cuz of college and work n shite but that dun mean I miss him ne less! It dun help that me and him are ace friends as well!

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"Enjoy life - have fun and find time to laugh each day!" - Websketcher
:iconlathroniel:
hence me saying it gets easier the more times ure apart..... it's also a good thing because this will either make you or break you both when it comes to staying together or whatever..... not saying that things are gonna go sour, but well, you know. And anyway, what does that matter eh? You're still gonna stay friends, i know you are, i got a feeling in my bones XD.

All i'm saying is, don't get worked up over things, take each day as it comes and see what happens when he gets back. If things turn out bad then at least you can say you've had a good run, given it your best shot. But like i said, i doubt very highly that he's gonna have had any epiphanies or anything, i wouldn't worry about it to much any more. *ruffles hair* You're still a young 'un, you shouldn't be worrying like this :p

Oh by the way, did u know that Emma has broken her wrist and shoulder? And bruised all her back? :roll: Accident waiting to happen that one.............:|

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Kirei Na Hana (Yume No Chikara)

(i apologise to anyone who is japanese, or can write japanese if i got anything wrong in that just then :blush: )
:iconchosen1-n-abit:
You talk like we are gunna break up! I aint giving up on him that easy, I did once and I never will again. We're stonger than that!

Yeah I have heard nowt but for the past week!

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"Enjoy life - have fun and find time to laugh each day!" - Websketcher
:iconlathroniel:
Nah man i was talking theoretically. Like i said i doubt very much (as in, hell freezing over very much) anything is going to have changed so stop worrying about it XD I know what you two are like so i can say that with 100% confidence ^_^ Just chill and enjoy the reunion :eyes: if you know what i mean lmao.

:cuddle:

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Kirei Na Hana (Yume No Chikara)

(i apologise to anyone who is japanese, or can write japanese if i got anything wrong in that just then :blush: )

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