First of all sorry about the complete lack of anything. I have lost all my creative thought and now have a complete lack of ability to draw.

Just thought I would unload some of my thoughts on here.

First of all it's been almost two months being single. Three years in a relationship trying to make it work and I have nothing but bitterness to show for it. I'm fed up of being unhappy and lonely, dont get me wrong my friends are amazing and I love them all but still its just not the same.

He left me for someone who is good friends with, what seems to be, all of my friends. So yes fed up of being lonely!

I think I'm getting back on the horse and I just keep getting slapped down. How can men say one thing but act the complete opposite. Yeah were just friends right? Then stop messing with my head.

On a higher note, off to Download Festival this year. Well when I get round to booking the tickets.

Not much else really going on in this mess that is my life.

It's just the usual really, drinking too much (lol) and laughing too little.



Sorry to dump it all on people here I think I just need to voice it. Well I'm not even sure if you guys still read my stuff.

I promise I will get drawing again, now I have lots of spare time.



Cheers for listening. Love you all.

Sam xxx